Stay at Home Mom Struggles: The Routine

Mom working at desk on phone with child on lap

Routine. Just one little word. Routine. Since becoming a mother for the first time three years ago, this word has easily become what defines nearly my entire existence. Sure, we all have our daily routines, but there’s a certain level of variance and spontinaity I had never appreciated before kids. I’d get up every day and go to work, take my lunch break, work some more, then head home. If I wanted to go see a movie? Sure! Hop on over to the theater. If I wanted to go to a friend’s birthday party, take a long bath, go on a date with my husband, binge watch a TV show, or do a whole laundry list of other things in my free time, I could do them with little to no thought.

But, while being a parent is amazing, it’s a 24/7 job. Children rightly need a lot of love and attention: naps, food, diapers, play dates, preschool, learning activities and outings, sunblock application, doctor appointments, bandaids, baths, booger suckers, nail trimming, rhyming songs, anal thermometers, tear wiping, hair cuts, nightmares, and more. And, they have their own routines every single day with little change in timing.

Let’s stop there for a second to say I’m not trying to complain or create negativity. I have two beautiful, amazing boys and I wouldn’t change that for anything. But there are some hard truths about my reality as a stay at home mom that can be difficult. I’m very lucky to be home with my kids. I’m not for one second regretting not being a working parent (in a lot of ways I think that could be more challenging, just in different ways). But I’m fairly certain any stay at home mom has struggled with the monotony of this amazing thing that we do every single day.

Kids thrive on consistency. Living in a predictable environment on a daily basis provides stability and certainty while their minds and emotions grow.  I’ve found that messing with a routine leads to missed naps and cranky kids, hungry (“hangry”) kids, and more tantrums in general as he/she tries to understand why things aren’t the way they should be. Yes you can change what they eat (sometimes), where you have an outing (determined by weather at times), and maybe push a nap by 30 minutes to make a “quick” trip to the store. But every day has a fairly consistent cadence. In its simplest form it’s wake, eat, play, snack, nap, eat, play, eat, sleep.  If you have kids you also know that as soon as you get used to one routine it will change – your child drops to one nap instead of two, preschool starts, and so on. While I’m grateful for the changes, they can also be challenging because you have to figure out a whole new system that works.

And then there’s childcare. Want to go see a movie? Well, who is going to watch your child(ren)? Family? Friends? Hired help (can you afford to pay for a movie AND a babysitter?)? My family and in-laws live 3 hours away and most of my friends also have kids and live at least 30 minutes away in good traffic (though I’m trying to make friends in our new city). Even if I wanted a break from the daily in and out, there’s little to no chance of finding someone to watch my kids, especially one I could trust (I’ve tried using sitters I’ve found online…one scared me so bad I don’t know if I could do it again!).

I’ve read many articles on the need for self care and puting yourself first. Parenthood is by far the most demanding (and rewarding) challenge of my life. It’s very hard to keep the boredom and depression at bay when one day blends into the next so easily. I begin to forget there are activities and lives outside of this mom world. While my kids are young, I have tried to embrace that this is a short time in my life where I just can’t come first most of the time. It’s all worth it. It truly is. But that can be hard to remember on your fourth day alone at home with the kids doing the same routine you did the last 3 days.  Cooking, cleaning, wiping, hugging. Repeat. Over and over and over again.

But then you watch your beautiful child(ren) sleep or give you the most wondrous grin and you lose yourself in the joy of this thing we do. We get to see tiny human beings take shape, learn new skills, make friends, and see the world in a way we have forgotten as adults. In a way, parents are able to embrace a little of the child we have inside of ourselves and forget about the endless routines of our lives.

One day (sooner than I think), I know I will get time back for me. Yes I will look back and miss my boys being little. I mean, everyone (both parents and non-parents) will tell you to “enjoy it while you can.” While this makes me want to laugh sometimes, there is truth in it. But, I can also look forward to the freedom to define my own routine (or lack there of) and rediscover that crazy thing called “free time.”


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15 Comments

  • Reply Amandela May 7, 2018 at 2:27 pm

    The struggle is real here for me with just one little person. Thanks for sharing!! #itwillgetbetter 🙂

  • Reply Ashley May 5, 2018 at 5:52 pm

    Being fairly new to being a SAHM mom, this was so relevant. Great post!!

  • Reply Ashley May 5, 2018 at 12:50 am

    Keep up the good work. Mommin is such a hard job that is often disprespected!

  • Reply Meg May 3, 2018 at 3:29 am

    I struggle with wanting time ot myself and then hating myself for it because I know im missing out on precious time with my kids. 🙁

  • Reply Ruthy @ Percolate Kitchen May 2, 2018 at 2:00 pm

    It’s hard mama, but hang in there. I’m in the thick of it all also, with a 4 and 2 year old! Some day I’ll be cool again 🙂

  • Reply Eevi-Sofia May 2, 2018 at 4:17 am

    I choose to stay home with our four kids but it is hard sometimes to remember my identity and value when my days are so much alike from one to another. I just tell myself that no one will love my kids like I do, so these years that I spend with them are so worth it.

    So the struggles are real–but so are the blessings! Thanks for your honest post.

  • Reply azzama May 1, 2018 at 7:28 pm

    The last photo is so cute!

  • Reply Emily | Lil Mama Bear Blog May 1, 2018 at 5:27 pm

    Lol I love that he’s just standing there holding a potato in that last picture! This is a very accurate description of what being a stay at home mom is like. Being a stay at home momboss is ever more work because that time you would otherwise use for yourself is absorbed by pinning, blogging, posting, taking pictures, adding captions, designing pages, constructing images, pitching to brands…the list goes on and on.

  • Reply Audrey April 30, 2018 at 10:02 pm

    It’s crazy how much your life changes with kids. For the most part, I find I am too busy to really think about it. I had a hard day a couple weeks ago, and I really really wanted to just go for a drive by myself. But I couldn’t. I am the mom, and I have to be a grown-up who is responsible all of the time. It’s tough, but you are right in saying that the joys your kids give you make it all worth it.

  • Reply NaturallyBlossomingTaylor April 30, 2018 at 1:49 am

    I totally relate to this! It’s really hard being a young mom and not being able to do everything I want to do right now but recently I listened to a podcast and it said that this is just a season. Soon you will be in the next season, your kids will be older and you can work on yourself. Learn to enjoy the present season you’re in…. which is exactly what I’m trying to do. Hope this encourages you mama!

    • Reply KrisBeeMama April 30, 2018 at 2:34 am

      That’s exactly what I’m trying to do – embrace the current “season” of my life with my little boys!

  • Reply Valerie @ ThreeClementines.com April 29, 2018 at 4:07 am

    All so true! I always want time for me but it’s so hard to make that happen! And I know some day I’ll miss every minute I have with them!

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